honestly i've got near to nuthin' ta say... so um... oh! i am quitting my color project because it turns out ive made many mistakes and it was goind pretty bad. so i've started a new project and i hope that all goes well!

I got over my sadness phase and got over my friends lack of enthusiasm to take me on hangout trips. I realized that one, I have tons of friends, and two, plenty of 'em are willing to hang on any given day! yay for me! im poopular!

that last journal I entered was sooo damn emo... I apologize to anyone who actually takes time to read these but i was in a really crap mood cuz my friends always hung out with me only until recently. I dont know why but they are not doing as much hanging out with me but still with each other, it sucks cuz theyre like family but they dont act like they used to... they lie to me so i dont know when theyre leaving me behind and when i do go its not as fun as it usually was... but yeah emo-ness is not my thing all the time so i'll just have to get over it... it'd be easier if I wasn't single i bet! lol!

the day is new, the sun is hot, the wind is gone, my rock shirts are in the hamper, and my first color attempt is STILL not done... what is wrong with me!? augh! I need a new flash drive, I still havent fixed my truck, first one by the way, still dont completely know how to drive, friends are drifting away, some are moving away, and my mom isn't helping... but who can blame them, they have to put up with me after all... not as though anyone will read this anyway. well i've got no more to complain and feel bad about... hopefully writing this will get these things outta my mind and I'll enjoy the day, but only time can tell...

school is boring but mostly tiring... i want to sleep but cant because im in class, and i lost my USB's life and cant continue work on photoshop outta my pad... so it is not progressing quickly... it sucks how slow its going, i've said it'd be done a long time ago but havent been able to get it done, I've barely finished shading... slow times...